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About my life right now

2011-03-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

Story of my life is so miserable right now. Due to one problem, i have to stay at home all the way. I did what they want me to do. I did everything already but still i have been controlled!!Imagine a 19 year old guy being controlled. Its so shameful when people know about it. I am big enough to take care of myself. I want freedom. Since my secondary days ended, i only had freedom for 2 years. Now all my dad tell me was 'meet your girlfriend once a week only'. 'later mummy scold you how?' Everything mum don't allow. I am a guy. I am not a girl. I dont wana be controlled. Why cant my mum understand??FML!!!Its all dam fuck up. If this happens for the rest of my life, i am gonna suffer, get over bored and do many awful things!!!

2011-01-01T22:12:00.002+08:00

hey syg,
today was not that enjoying day for me.
I had breakfast, went shopping wif my parents, bought movie cd and some other stuffs.
Ryte now i am alone watching tv and nothing to do.
Well, sorry if i hurt u by dancing with some other girls but i din even touch them. so yeah
I got some surprises for you when i meet u...
I miss you soo much. tmr i am coming home and its your birthday...its already asar so happy birthday syg....i guess i am the first to greet u. I hope you enjoy your day tmr.
I got somemore presents for you when i come back.
Luv u soo much..
muacks to my princess my darling....

2011-01-01T01:07:00.003+08:00

today wasn't a great day for me syg..I did not enjoy at all.
Right now i am alone in the room with no one hear. My parents are the other room.
All that you have said in your blog really touch me alot.
I have deleted everything about that anggun's pics.
I miss you soo much.
I am so proud to have a girlfriend like you.
How am i gonna pay you back?everything that i have done to u badly.
I have never seen such a girl like you syg.

I am serious my beloved princess.
All i want now is stick to you forever and this time nothing will happen to us.
In 2011, everything will be peaceful. We will be happy always. Your deeply deeply in my heart.
You still din give up on me even though all that things happened.
I wont cheat you this time.Trust me.
Princess dila, may i have your hand so i could touch it with true love?
Princess dila, may i have your lips so i could kiss it with true love?
Princess dila, may i have your eyes so i could dazzle at you with true love?
Princess dila, may i have your body so i could hug u tightly with true love?

2010-12-28T22:22:00.002+08:00

hello syg..
Well, so far we have been happy with each other. Today was a great day. I hope you do enjoy. Well i still can remember the 4th place for my competition but i overcome myself already. I enjoyed today alot.:).Happy advanced birthday syg and happy 1year and a month anniversary.I hope you like those stuffs i gave you. I enjoyed my day today swimming with you, hanging out with you and many more things. I hope tomorrow will be a good day as well. Please dont think of that anggun syg. Please. I only like her...I only treat her as my god sis..thats all...Please forgive me for what i have done. I wana be with you forever. I try my very best not to chase other girls. I have confident that we will be together. You will be my first and the last. Please don't give up on me. I love you so much to the core!!I just ask my dad and he said its too late to change..:'(..i am so sorry ok?i am really sorry...I know sorry seems to be the hardest word. Now u agree with it?Give me the punishment please..I really deserve it. I am not there for you. I deserve it..give me more punishment that u could ever possibly give. I deserve everything. Maybe next year for my birthday, you dont go out with me?so yeah..sry ok? haix..how am i gonna repay you back..:'(

Just a dream

2010-11-24T14:22:00.002+08:00

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinking bout us
What we gonna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

I was at the top and now its like I'm in the basement
Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream.

When I be ridin
man I swear I see your face at every turn
trying to get my usher on but I can't let it burn
And I just hope that she notice she the only one I yearn for
No more will I be missing, will I learn?

Didn't give her all my love
I guess now I got my payback
Now im in the club thinking all about my baby
HEY, she was so easy to love
But wait, I guess that love wasn't enough
I'm going through it everytime that I'm alone
Now I'm wishing she would pick up the phone
But she made a decision that she wanted to move on
Cause I was wrong.

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
If you ever loved somebody put your hands up
Now they're gone and you wish you could give them everything

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes,
it was only just a dream...

So I drive on back
Down that road
Will she come back?
No one knows
I realize
It was only just a dream...

about dila

2010-11-24T00:22:00.002+08:00

My love right now is quite down. I am really no mood now. Although my love is down, i still wif u ryte now. Ans just because of all those post, u not happy. Must why u go n delete ur fb. So simple as that. Don't have to terasa if u delete ur fb. Don't ever u spoil my career. This is who i am. How can you easily get jealous whereas i am alrdy attached to u. Its like wth isnt it?Sikit je alrdy jealous. Whats this??What a soft heart u have. Is this call changing urself?u got almost one month left to change. I wana c the change in u. No change, thats it, ur out of my life. Crying isnt gonna help u at all. Becoming sec 3 alrdy n ur still crying because of a small thing? its lyke omg!!i wonder if u go into my secondary life n u cry in front of ur classmates. I think they would be laughing at you. You think i got time to do all the stuffs that u ask me to do??Take a look la now what tyme??If you every spoil my sleeping time, you better watch out. My love is totally down and dont bother to ask me to meet u. i got no mood!!..n i will be ok soon. Just stay at home n think bout what have you done to me.

message for my syg

2010-11-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

hi there, got something for you
My syg, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honour remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak of sacrifice at world's end
The wind sails over the water surface
Quietly, but surely
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer you the silent sacrifice
This is my last part of the poem that i made it...i believe your love is ok now

What love we're given, we'll have forever.What love we fail to give, will be lost for all eternity. This time, its me the one who must treat u well. Lets see if it works. I really love you so much. All i wan is your love and your eternal slumber. I wan everything from you. every single thing..hmmm....so excited to meet ya on thurs. see u on thurs den.;) muacks...

alalala

2010-10-11T18:18:00.002+08:00

today lies the most boring day of all as i spend the whole day at home and do nothing at all. Well at least i went out to send my brother off and went to gym. After sending my brother, i was like stuck in the massive jam on the way back. its about half an hour but its ok because i can waste my time.hahaa.today i did my shoulder, tricep, wings and abs workout. It seems to be quite alot of workout to do but i did it fast. After 3 weeks of confinement, my brother wants to see the change in my body. I will show him the change and i will keep to his word. Not only my brother, my girlfriend and everyone who always called me skinny boy. Right now i am just writing to entertain myself.lols. That shows how bored am i. Anyway, 2 weeks time to campus reopen and i am prepared to study again but this time my lessons are quite slack because there's only one examinable module(subject) and 4 non-examinable which means its not tiring semester. Thats one very good thing and the next thing is i hope i can work. Tomorrow i am going for an interview probably working as packer in carefour but not sure yet. On wednesday will be home tutor interview. I hope i get both jobs. Oh yeah, tomorrow i am going for camera course. I wana be a professional photographer.
Lastly , i would like to say I MIZZ U SO MUCH to my girlfriend. I hope i can meet her after her exams probably on Saturday. I love you syg. muacks!!stay cute and stay slim..but no junk food!!haha

its something for you

2010-10-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go

Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)

Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh! )
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey! )
Charice Pyramid lyrics found on http://www.lyricsty.com/lyrics/c/charice/pyramid.html
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)

Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after

Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid

Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh

how am i so far

2010-10-06T00:02:00.002+08:00

well haix, theres been lots of things going on nowadays. We argued loads of time. I really got no idea what to write because my mind is blank. I am so worried about your exams and just before your exams something major happened and it happened just within a clip of an eye. After i heard him telling me about it, i was shocked, angry and really cannot do anything. I dont want to scold you. Your exams are near. All i need is to be patience. One after another problem comes. I lost at least 20 of my friends. Not only that, i even almost lost you. What is the next mistake that your gonna do? For this few days, i did not pray because i know u will never pray. I did not pray at all. Now i can feel the evil in me. Its so horrible the feeling. Next thing when u meet me, u wont see any cahaya on my face. I have become bad already. Its time to become bad in studies and soon i will be the same as you.

about today

2010-08-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

well today was quite a miserable day today for me.i just dont know why you feel so sad. I dont know how to cool you down. i dont know what can cool you down. I really dont know. I dont know what has happened to you. You said in a happy way wishing me our anniversary but u said inside you is deeply sad. So basically your wish is not counted as from the bottom of your heart. I just dont know. I am confused.i dont know what kind of boyfriend am i. I have died for you for loads of times. I just dont know. I have showed you how much i love you. I told you so. If you love me, then dont be sad. relax but i guess u didnt respect what i want. i respected alot from you. I did whatever you want. i protected you from boys. I really dont know what to say. This is the best that i can say.All i want from you is maintain our love.Do not think of the bad stuffs. Think of the good ones..Please la.trust me back. I am your great love one. Where is the real dila?Where?

2010-08-19T02:31:00.000+08:00

dear dila
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!
I UNDERSTAND YOU LA!!

2010-08-18T20:50:00.002+08:00

hi my dear dila,
I feel so sorry for you.:(..haix.I just dont know what to say.I can do anything. What i feel now is getting myself into your life and just screw that idiot family up but i guess not the right time so i just have to be a little patience about it. I hope your nenek recover soon and she will definitely recover.:).Well i missed you so much syg!!( hearing pyramid song). I really hope we can meet on 23rd also. Just put high hopes on it.I love you so muchy. FAREL SAAAAAYANG ARDILA BANYAK BANYAK. In your heart is always a picture of you and me dazzling each other. Dazzle at me and i will be all yours. My soul may be returned to the heavens but my heart will remain with you for all eternity. People who throw kisses are hopelessly lazy. So i will kiss really kiss you dila and i must to show you that i love you. Love ya so much!!!Remember me always and lastly, get well soon.

2010-08-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

dear my beloved syg,
If you think that you hate me, go ahead and hate me because no matter what i still love you just like how you message me telling me that you love me. I promised that i wont make you jealous. I will never write in my facebook wall again that will make you jealous. All i want is to keep our love stabilise. I am sorry for what i did. This is who i am. Imagine how i disturb you.Thats how they feel when you disturb them. You feel hatred. That's not what i want. You make people look down on us especially ur bf.Thats even not wat i want. You do whatever i want. We shall see about it then. Like i said enough of chasing girls. All i wan is stick to you and never loose you. Thats the reason why i want you to change. You never seen a bf like me before but you still wont change. I dont understand you. After going through all the quarreling and fighting, we are still together no matter what. I love you so much. Thats the best i can say.

new post

2010-08-06T23:55:00.002+08:00

hi there.
Today was a good day hanging out with her.its the 6th august 2010.Unfortunately its the last day we meet before the fasting month.haix. I enjoyed hanging out with her today, taking pictures, kissed her, hug her and even show my greatest love to her. She was happy and i was happy too. I felt that i should give her a good hug and a good kiss before we are not gonna see each other for a month.:(. After all the fun, i sent her till yishun mrt. I couldnt help releasing my hands. i was very upset and almost gonna burst out but i endured the pain in me. I know its all fated. Let bygones be bygones. its a challenge now for me. I love you so much dila. i love the way you are. Although your not perfect, i still love you. I still love you!!!i repeat again i still love you. I love you so damm much.My heart was bursting when i hugged you from the back just now. its because i love you so much. i gonna miss you for a month.i seriously dont wana let you go. haix..i god damm love you so much. i am saying this from all the bottom of all my heart and my soul.

Memories

2010-06-24T23:15:00.002+08:00

hi people...lols
Its been months since i wrote the last post. Well there's been lots of things happening for the last few months. There's bad happenings and good happenings. Let me share the good happenings first. Well i have been studying quite well for the early part of the month and should still be in good progress. I am in year 2 now in poly so that means i have became senior in school as the year 1 students are coming in. So far, i have still practicing dancing for an upcoming competition. I became part of the Electrical Engineering Society as events manager and became camp commander for EES camp. At first i got stress, but in the end everything went smoothly during the camp. Thats of it for good stuff.
Let's talk about the bad one now. Definitely when talking about bad stuffs, its always either relationship problems or family problems. Well, we start with family problems. Well my brother have gone to National Service on 6 June. I didn't get to send him off because i was having school. haix.I promised him that i will send him off every sunday after the 2 weeks of staying in pulau tekong. He's still fine. He got his own life partner already i guess. Next thing, my parents.haix. Can't talk about it here. Only my 'girlfriend' knows about it. Now lets talk about relationship.hmmms.....At first, i thought this girl was gonna be my life partner. Her name is Nadia. I got to know her during the Freshmen Orientation Camp(FOC). She's kinda better than my girlfriend at that time. She likes me last time. During the past few months, i was being rough to my girlfriend. I treated her like my friend as if i didn't care for her. I left her after my common test. I hurt her alot at that time and at that time, she almost went into a guy just to forget me but she told me that she just can't forget me. After that, the girl i was chasing was then snatched away by another guy which was my best friend!!My feelings for my 'girlfriend' was still there and i went back to her in the end. I thought she will never forgive me but she did. She said no one can replaced me but i not sure about that because she told me about the guy that she went to. His name is rahman. I was damm jealous about it when she told me about it. Well its a love triangle now because i have not ask her for patch. It all depends on her to decide who to choose. I know i have made my mistakes and i have regretted for what i have done. I have sincerely regretted it. I changed alot after i regretted my mistakes. Right now, i dont know if rahman or me better for her. It all depends. All i have to do now is put my hands together, pray to god. I keep asking myself, am i the choosen one?hmms....what if she rejects me if i ask her back?haix..........

2010-03-19T18:10:00.002+08:00

hi ppl....todae was kinda boring day...well i met my girlfriend. We were supposed to meet at 2pm but she came late again. Everytime she is late and i am always standing there like a statue waiting for her. I waited for her for 20 minutes and its almost half an hour. Its like wth you know. Its like why can't she just be on time. I dont understand. Is it a fate for me? Is it testing my patience? Its possible. Nothing is impossible. Secondly, i dont know why i felt like abit of jealousy when i met her friend called ikhmal. I meant u know i seriously dont know why. I felt so jealous. VERY jealous. Its like i never felt that kind of feeling before. Maybe he is more cuter than me? Or maybe i am not tall enough for my girlfriend? I dont know. I am stress right now. Probably i am too short for my girlfriend. Why people just can't understand the meaning of born to be short. I am trying to grow taller, but i can't at all. Its hard for me as i am getting older. Now i really afraid that i will lose my girlfriend. Probably, i am too short for her. I just feel no mood at all. I told myself, although i am short, i am still strong in my heart. But my heart keeps on not accepting whatever i said. I just dont feel the same way as i am nowadays. I just dont know who am i right now. I feel so down. I just hope my girlfriend accepts me for who i am. I dont wana lose her at all. Out there got people beetter than me. I just feel so different after seeing that guy. haix.....................................................................................................................................................
tears gonna come out soon...............................................trying to stop it......................................

2010-03-16T21:48:00.004+08:00

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being

to grasp a form comparable to thine own,

but nothing seems worthy;

I know why Shakespeare could not

compare his love to a summer's day.

It would be a crime to denounce the beauty

of such a creature as thee,

to simply cast away the precision

God has placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being

whether it is physical or spiritual

is an ensnarement

from which there is no release.

But i do not wish release at all.

I wish to stay entrapped forever.

With you for all eternity.

Our hearts , always as one and as promised.

2010-03-11T20:52:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
yesterday, i help went to work with my dad. Today also i went to work with him. Well his work was tiring but fun to do. Its damm tiring. Well tomorrow will also be the same thing. Saturday i got a duty at my school for those year 1 students who are coming in. Sunday i got appointment with someone for job interview. Then, Monday help my dad again. Tuesday is the best day because i meeting my dear. haha. Gonna do lots of things on that day. Wednesday till Friday is my NCC camp.

2010-03-07T16:06:00.004+08:00

hihihihi everyone

Last wednesday i just came back from a school trip at Pulau Tioman at malaysia for 4 days 3 nights. Well i was damm tired and burnt all over. First day in the morning report in school by 7am but the damm bus was bloody late. So we waited till 8 am. Once board the bus, we went off to malaysia, messaging goodbye to my girlfriend. We reach Mersing at 1130am and waited for the ferry to arrive. Then at about 230pm we reached Pulau Tioman, where we settled down and have lunch there. Well, i dont wana explain everything so i just round everything up. We had lots of fun especially in the water. We fed the fishes, look at the corals and also many more. Well i enjoyed it but not to forget my girlfriend who was all alone in singapor, waiting for me. Well i feel so sorry becuase i left her alone. Well i won'tdo it again. I need to rest about 3days for my body to recover.

syg,

ILYSM

IMYSM

i am bck in sg finally

can't wait to c u again.

I need to recover first b4 i c u

so i hope i can recover fast

This is for you to admire syg

haha

hop u lyke it

muacks...

2010-02-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

hello ppl
today was quite a busy day. I went for my friday prayers. I supposed to wake up at 8am to go gym but then i woke up late at about 10 plus. Last night i slept late.haha. So i went for my prayers with my brother at 1pm. We went to the nearest mosque and there we saw loads of people. Majority are school kids and they were like making lots of noise. We felt like whacking them. Their noise were too loud till we cant even here what the the person was talking about. haix. Horrible kids nowadays. Getting bad to worse and worse to crazy. After that i went home straight as the mosque was half a mile away from my house. So i rushed home, changed, then went out. As i was quite late, i wanted to take taxi but there was no taxi at all. Not even a single one passed by. I was like damm angry. I did not want to make my girlfriend wait for me. I want to make her happy because i wana **** her. So yeah. But somehow she was late too. So its ok. When i met her, i saw her face was like bad mood not because of me but because of this asshole. His name is ikhmal. He is her classmate and a group leader in my girlfriend's group. Well he complained to the teacher about her not doing research. Well its not her fault because she has done it already. wth sia. Dont anyhow accuse la my girlfriend. ok nvm. In the end i still made her happy. Well yesterday was a failure for me to do something because it was a promise to my girlfriend that i will do that after exam. So I told myself that before the trip, i must do it. So today i did it and i finally did what i want to do all this while. My girlfriend was like so shock that i did it because i am daring. haha. You should know what i am refering to syg..haha.I felt like in a heaven sia. haix...I am already addicted to it. haha. Its so syiok that i did not want to let go of her at all. She felt so happy because i can do it. haha. Well yeah. We did it till the time that she need to go. ok end of post

syg
ILYSDM
IMYSDM
next week is my trip...
dont thk too much bout it k?
dont rain orso plz
I dont wan u to feel so sad n hurt
Its my fault but cheer up ok?
muacks
Our love is getting more stronger as time fly pass
todae was a great day ryte dear??
haha
I feel so syiok, damm syiok...I wana do it again!!
haha
muacks muacks

2010-02-24T19:49:00.000+08:00

SYG
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!!!
I MIZZ YOU SO MUCH
I WANT U SO BADLY
PLZ BE HERE FOR ME!!!!
I NEED U!!!
MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS

2010-02-23T21:58:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
exams are over
stress all gone
wohoo!!!
yes ah!!
ok for my AEL, i done quite a good one same goes to my Em3A and my AC circuits but there is one thing that i am afraid of. My advanced maths!!!gosh........i think i gonna fail it because i did badly for it. So now gonna start gymming everyday. I got a slot for work. I'm gonna work at the gym as an instructor at sengkang gym. Well yeah. Its 6 dollars per hour. Tomorrow i got NCC training and gymming also. Nothing to do.haha. I met my girlfriend yesterday. She was so freaking happy to see me but still she made me wait for so long for her since she thought it was a joke. I was like stading there like a statue waiting for her. haix...I can see that she missed me so much, keep poking me like no one's business. She told me about her friend Keith. This guy is horny. Horny people are basically quite a sensitive person. U knoe what he said? He said i add him means i am a gay. Its like wth sia. Although he is 16 but still think immaturely. Call urself a kid rather than a young adult. Today just after exams, i went gym. After that i told my girlfriend that i got a trip next week. I did not kow its just next week. She suddenly turnt into bad mood. She did not want to see me. She also asked me not to teach her. Well fine then.. Dont need teach and meet her. Then like that my life become ruined already. nevermind lor. Lets just be it.

I got nth to say alrdy because i think i deserved not to meet u. Fine then. Dont meet u den. I will juz fuck off.

2010-02-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
i met my girlfriend today. Actually she was supposed to go for her CCA but somehow both of us were desperately wanted to see each other. Yesterday, i slept at 3 am. i got 3 hours to sleep because after that i need to help my brother in his last presentation for his job attachment. My brother has completed 3 yrs of poly and now its time for him to graduate. Hope he can get a slot to NTU or NUS. Insyallah. After that i went to school to study with my friend, Syah. During our study, he shared some things with me and its was a great time talking with him. haha. u know why? because its damm syiok.haha. ok nevermind. After that i went to meet my girlfriend. I was late. She was late too but she was later than me. At first, i did not want to show her how happy am i to see her but i told myself, i can't hde anything from her. So i showed her how happy am i to see her. Basically she was also happy to see me. So yeah. Today we did some new stuffs. I think my girlfriend should know what i am refering to and its was like very enjoying as if i am in heaven. I almost wanted to cry u know. Happiest day of my life was today.haha. and btw someone is automatic already u know.:P....well we shall do it again after my exams. I really enjoyed it alot until she forgot that she has broke her promise. She talked about that guy again. She recalled back what she have done to him. Same feeling happened again. SADNESSS.....................................................................................................................................................
well nth to say already. one more day to exams.

hi switheart
ILYSM
IMYSM
Today was fun isn't it?
hope you enjoy it
nth to say alrdy
still thnking bout him?
haix..........................................
muacks

2010-02-14T00:34:00.003+08:00

"Happy valentine's Day darling. Ryte now, i juz wana forget watever happened on 13th feb. Its my fault. I wont ask u for *****.Coz i still rmb our promise. I really love you so much. No one can snatch you away from me. N no one can stop us dear. I'm urs n ur miine. From nw on, I seriously promise u tt i'm nt gonna talk abt zakee anymore. I dun wan u to feel jealous. Wateva happened to me n him, its over alrdy syg. I love u so much dear. Nw I miss u so damm freaking much. Muacks!"
This whole thing up there was sent by my girlfriend after she read my blog. I forgive her alrdy. No one's fault. Everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect. All i wan is just u syg. I wont regret at all being with u because ur my greatest girlfriend.
fk u and u will fk me
kiss u n u will kiss me
hug u n u will hug me
love u n u will love me
miss u n u will miss m
muacks!!

hmmm.

2010-02-13T22:15:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
Today, i met my girlfriend at 1130am plus. I was like so happy to see her. We went to Far East Plaza to cut my hair because its already very long. Then, we hanged out near my house there. We talk, hug , kiss and many more. It was so enjoying moment with her today especially her lips. On the other hand, there was something really unusual happened. Before we're about to go home, she took a look at my phone messages and there was this message from a girl but the number looked weird because she messaged from Malaysia. So, I was afraid because she might think other things and she really did. I saw her face changed drastically. I tried to tell her that it was a best friend of mine. She always called my prince and i called her princess. I know it look like a couple but we're not at all. We were just best friends, not more than that. She is now a Malaysian. She just wanted to say hi to me today but my girlfriend just dont understand. I meant it was the first message only. I know i broke the promised. One of the promised with my girlfriend was that i mustn't msessage or talk to any girls but somehow my best friend message me. Its bad not to reply her because she is innocent but after that i did not message her at all. I dont know la what to say. Someone please help me. PLease!!! I did not even message that bloody fat girl....

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
No matter what i still love you at all cost
I REPEAT AT ALL COST
I was jealous when i heard u always say bout Zakee
I am sad when u always talk bout ur ex, ur parents who doesnt care bout u most of the time
I am trying my very best not to lose you at all AT ALL COST
U ask for ***** and i will say NO at all!!!
because your my one and the only one
ONe day you will know my true colors
I will show you whats the real meaning of (Walking the path of heaven, a man who will rule everything)
I am saying all this from the bottomost of my heart
This is all of it that i have
I dont care I have to say this
I wana be with u
I wana fuck you
I wana kiss ur lips
I wana hug u
I wan everything
Every each part of ur body
No one is perfect syg...
I am perfect for u
I , Farel Izuan is willing to sacrifice for u
I can't cry because i am a man. I must be strong. Strong enough to hold my tears and take gd care of u
muacks
rmb dear, rmb wat i said...
for the one last tyme, i I will keep ur promise
I am not cheating u, I am not making use of u
I really love u

2010-02-13T09:43:00.000+08:00

hi ppl
i just finish bathing..today gonna have a good day wuth my girlfriend. hmmm...nth to say alrdy...maybe tonight i bwill update very long one
cya

2010-02-13T01:18:00.001+08:00

hi ppl
erm....just finish Compro test and it was damm freaking hard....so yeah...gonna update my blog again soon yeah
c ya
oh yes i met my syg todae
tmr i gonna meet her again
haha

2010-02-10T21:52:00.002+08:00

hihihi....
hmmm...lets talk about myself first
ermm
Well having stress right now because exams are just around the corner and its on 19, 20, 22 and 23rd November. Four days of exam. One paper each day and each paper is two hours. My first subject is EM3A ( Engineering Mathematics 3A). Second one is AEL(Analogue Electronics). Third one is Advanced Maths and the last one is AC. First paper already Maths. haix. Its ok. The earlier, the more better. This Friday i got a test. Wish me luck people. This Friday, i am meeting my girlfriend. She can't wait to see me.haha and so do i. She want me so much. Don't worry, i will definitely meet you on Friday. Oh yes, Chinese New year is nearing. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL CHINESE PEOPLE!!!Have a good day getting angpao and oranges. ok thats of it. Now got somethg for my syg

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
all i want is just you right now
btw let me remind you something, 4 more days to a special day
my exams are coming, so i think next two weeks can't meet you.
This Friday is the last meeting. Then, we not meeting for two weeks
sadded
so sad :(:(:(:(:(
btw its quite fast that we have been together for 2months plus. Don't you thk so switheart?
now we alrdy together for 2months 1week and 2 days i thk
its so good having you in my heart
I love you so damm fucking much
haha
can't take it so i just say it
muacks
always smiles :D

2010-02-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

hi ppl..
just met my gerlfriend today...i kind of no mood to write new post so see ya ppl...tc....gd luck to those hu r having exams soon...

2010-01-31T14:57:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
erm..i met my girlfriend yesterday to have our 2 months anniversary outing. Yesterday, we met in the morning at 10plus to collect my new passport at ICA building which is at lavender. Well she was quite happy to see me altough the day before yesterday we quarreled due to some circustances but it was just a small quarrel. so yeah..then we hang around at near my house there, sat down and just chit-chat away till 5pm because i have to go off for a family dinner at that time. It was quite a nice day hanging out with my girlfriend altough there was a change in plan.haha...my girlfriend should know wat i mean..haha..This coming friday i will be meeting to teach her and study with her friends. gonna wear singlet on that day.haha. My syg confirm very happy to see me. She even can't wait for Friday to come. Btw both of us were planning to exchange handphone. haha. Because she don't like her phone, so we planning to exchange for the time being but i don't think she will like my phone.lols.Well exams are just two weeks ahead. Its time for me to start studying. haix..stress stress stress. nvm..I just have to endure. Today I went gym at 930am till 1plus. I came home and rest.So tired. Right now i am blogging. Later need to do my homework. The best thing about tomorrow is that, my lesson starts at 2pm!!So i can wake up late.haha.

hi syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
I am glad that you're happy with the bear i gave you
haha
Thx for changing me so much
I will never lose you at all
hmmm
stay happy ok
don know what to say alrdy
lols
muacks

2010-01-18T13:22:00.002+08:00

hi people
long time no post
My exams are soming soon. It will be starting around next month during Chinese New Year i guess. I feel sorry for those Chinese people who want to celebrate because of exams. Hope they can multitask. hmm... I am still ok with my girlfriend. Its just that we have few misunderstanding problems which have already been settled already. Her parents told her that when its school time, there is a high possibility that she will not be allowed to go out with me. What they mean is we can't meet each other daily. Its obvious that we are not meeting daily because weekdays both of us are not free. Only weekends then we are free. Meeting each other during weekends does not mean we are meeting daily. So yeah. We have not been meeting each other for almost two weeks. I am meeting her this thursday because she dismiss early. I missed her so much. So far she has been complaining to me about her family and her classmates. Her classmates was disturbing her especially this bloody guy named, Iqmal. He keep looking at her in class that made her feel irritated and not only that. She can't concentrate at all in class. Other than that bloody guy, there is two other person in her class who keep disturbing her. Seriously if they disturb her one last time, they gonna be cursed. This type of people just can't have the mature thinking. Secondary 2 acting like a kid. Parents never educate them at all. Nowadays parents lazy to educate them. They already hardcore give birth then they never treat their children properly. Its like wth sia.K enough of it already. I just hope on 5th June I can meet that idiot uncle. I want him to know that that is the guy who is currently attched to ardila. ok time to go off now. bye

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
1 month and 3 weeks already
going to be 2 months
hope we could last long ok
I looking forward to seeing you this thursday
Your the best girlfriend I have ever had
Muacks

Guardian Angel

2010-01-18T13:04:00.003+08:00

When i see your smile,
Tears roll down my face, I can't replace,
And now that i am strong I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul,
And I know, i'll find, deep inside me I can be the one,

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven,

It' s okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us,
Days grow longer, and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one,

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven,

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away,
Cuz i'm here, for you,
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you will,
Pull my strings just for a thrill,
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray,

i will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be ther for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven,

2010-01-10T23:09:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
sorry nvr post for a long time
well school reopen already.
Its 5 more weeks to my exams. So scared. My results for common test was great. AC-90%, AEL-91%, advanced maths-65%, EM3A-86%..
hmm...next week i got practical test. lols. I missed my girlfriend so much!! hahs.so random. I have not been meeting her for one week. She was damm happy to see me. All i want was to see her face and i am sorry i hurt you on 6th Jan. Hope you forgive me. On the 7, 8, 9 Jan was NP open house. It was my very first dance performance but the thing is none of my family members came to support me. sadded. haix. its ok. Still got next time.ok then. i gtg.bb

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
its been a week
i am sorry bout 6th Jan ok
we have been together for 1 mth n 1 week n 1 day
lols
tts great isnt it?
I want you so badly
Its my biggest wish
haha
muacks

2009-12-24T23:45:00.003+08:00

hi ppl
sorry never update for a week
time to update u guys
hmm..lets start with what i have done on 18th december
As common test are over, i having two weeks holiday. So, on that day i went back to school to pay the money for the Pulau Tioman trip at Malaysia. Then, I went to gym with my brother at around 2pm. After gym, i wemt to have dinner with my brother and his friends at beach road. Then i went home. On Saturday, in the morning, i got NCC training at school. Then at 1230pm, i went gym for an hour with my brother. At about 2pm i went to pasir ris to meet my dearest girlfriend because its been long time since we met each other.I was so happy to see her still in her cute and sweet face. She was also happy to see me. At around 530pm, i rushed home to changed because my family is having a dinner at a hotel. It was my dad's birthday. I felt very sorry because i did not buy anything for my dad but still he did enjoy his dinner. On Sunday, as per normal, wake up, go gym, come back and clean house. My brother went for dating and my dating with my girlfriend was on Monday which was the next day. On Monday, I met my girlfriend early in the morning at 9am. Well she is always late but its ok.haha. We hanged out around her place for 3 hours. Then we went compass point to walk around and also fill up my stomach. 'Hungry ghost' mah...haha...Then we walked from compass point to punggol park. Even tough the distance was very long, my girlfriend enjoyed walking with me. Once we reach the park, we sat at a quiet corner, chat and do what we suppose to do...as usual....Soon her stomach was getting more cramp, so she wanted to go home. So we walked back to compass point and waited for the bus. While waiting for the bus, her stomach cramp was getting worse. So i decided to fetch her home but she hesitated. She did not want me to send her home but its my choice that i want to send her home. I really love her so much. I promised her that i will die for her. So i sent her home. I sent her till her block. Her block was deep inside so i got lost on the way back but i get to find my way out. She was very happy beacuse i send her home. Well, i enjoyed the day even tough she is sicked. For two days i did not see her and on Wednesday, my heart told me to meet her before i go to malaysia the next day. I know i will miss her so much for 4 days but on that day when i meet her, i failed to make her happy :'( beacuse i hurt her. I realised that she was crying when i came back home at night on the phone with her. She said she will really missed me alot and i hurt her feelings. I feel very say too because i made a mistake. I told her not to cry. I understand 4 days of not messaging and calling her is very long. I told her to endure for 4 days. Don't think too much. I know she will cry for these 4 days but i cant help it. I can't just stop my family from going malaysia. I promise her that i will go out with her on Monday which is exactly after 4 days. I am now in malaysia. I brought my laptop here. haha..got wireless network..

to my dearest girlfriend,
ILYSM
IMYSM
i am so sry for hurting ur heart
i promise i wont hurt again
dont cry ok
no one is gonna stop u frm crying if i am not there
I have proof to u that i will die for u.
muacks

The day i never forget

2009-12-17T18:56:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
i juz reallie couldnt forget today. Well since my girlfriend was wanting me so much, i decided to meet her at yishun MRT. Finally we met after 2 weeks. I was like so happy to see her. We went to a quiet place, sit down and chit chat. As usual we did what we suppose to do. At about 5pm, something very hurtful happened. It happen right in front of me and straight to my heart. Right now, i am writing this post from the bottom of my heart. She said to me that on 16th December which was yesterday, she wanted to 'b' with me. I think all of you should knoe wats that. At first i can't utter a word but then my heart said don't keep quiet. Say something!!!She told me that she keep thinking about the fat girl who is chasing me. She was afraid that i will break with her and go with the fat girl. I know different people got different feelings but i am different. I am not that kind who is easily seduced. Plz la help me ppl. Those who are reading my blog, plz help me. I really can't stop thinking about it. I don't want to lose my girlfriend at all.

dear,
ILYSM
IMYSM
plz trust my words
plz trust me
keep to that promise
nvr to break it
i dont have any intention at all to chase that fat girl
plz syg

2009-12-13T19:49:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
sry for the the very late post
i guess i will upate a little bit because i am busy for my common test this week. hmm...So far i and her are still fine. We gonna meet soon after common test. Thats a very good thing. Tomorrow will be my first common test paper. Wish me luck people!!! My common test will end until wednesday. After that can hurray!!!hmm....What am i gonna do during the holidays? I wonder....ok then i need to study now
tc ppl
all the best for ur future

dear,
ILYSM
IMYSM
sry for the late post yeah
hope you understand
always rmb the promise
muacks

2009-12-05T22:03:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
today is the most boring day of all beacuse i did not go out with my girlfriend due to some changes but i went out with my family instead. Today we went breakfast at IMM. Then we went to singpost to deliver parcel. After that, we went to sim lim square to look for my mum's earpiece. Then my mum went to salon at bukit merah central and i coincidently met alifah at KFC. She was just about to start work. After eating at KFC, we went to fetch mummy from salon. Then we went NTUC to buy few stuffs and after which, we went home. Right now i am updating my blog and also studying beacuse common test is just around the corner. Wish me luck ppl!!ok lets talk bout my syg

Well i heard that she was given a very tight rules and regulations at home by her parents. She was not allowed to go out till 26th december. I don't even know what is the reason. Her elder brother did not allow her to use the computer. Her parents wants her to study. Well her parents shouldnt be like that. She should have the chance to go out with her friends because this is holiday. This is not school time at all. She wants to release her stress but she can't. Her parents stopped her. She hated her parents so much that she wanted to runaway but i told her not to that beacuse she have to listen to whatever her parents said. Well my syg is lucky to have a boifriend like me. I am understanding person. I know her feelings. So don worry syg. I am fine. I am neither angry nor sad. I am happy.

dear,
ILYSM
IMYSM
don't worry, we will meet after 26th dec ok?
If your crazy for me, i will be crazy for you too
i know its very long to wait but tahan ok?
muacks

2009-12-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
sry din post anything ytd
Yesterday i got an NCC dinner. It was fun but the food wasn't fun because not enough for me.haha.btw syahidah, i saw ur hush2 ytd.He is still fine. don't worry. Today so tired. 3 hours solid of lesson with the same subject. haix.so stress.common test is just around the corner in two weeks time.

Today I finally met my dear dila!!!after a few days of loneliness. She told me the day before yesterday that she cried because she mizz me so much, so i met her today.She was like so happy to see me. Well, same goes to me also. I couldn't help thinking of her even during lesson. We had fun time today at my school doin lots of stuff. haha. As usual....but then i decided to try new things on her.haha.Well it was damm fun.I just can't leave the place when it was time to go home. I really just want to be with her always 24/7..I just wana hold her tight always.

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
finally we met today
This saturday will be another great day for us again
dear, i wont change my mind
i promise..
we alrdy make a promise..
i will nvr let go my heart to someone else
i will always stick wif u
today was fun
do it again will u?
i wan a better one
:D
u shld knoe wat i am trying to say
muacks, have a good day my dear

2009-12-01T10:43:00.002+08:00

hi ppl
sorry yesterday din update my blog because i got no mood at all
Yesterday the fat girl message me again. She said she want me back alot and i will regret not being with. wth sia. This will never work on me beacuse she has already hurt my feelings lots of time and she was the worst person that i have ever seen. She is the one that made my girlfriend not to believe me. I gave her lots of chance already and she still message me. I ask her not to message me. I even ask my girlfriend to ask her not to message me but she still did not want to leave me. Yesterday i gave her a final warning. If she message me again, SHE WILL REALLY GET IT FIRST FROM ME, THEN AFTER THAT SHE WILL GET IT FROM MY GIRLFRIEND. She wants to make trouble so we shall give her a good one.Its damm stress having her not to leave me. ITS DAMM FUCKING STRESS. sry syg, i have to say that. I really can't take it anymore. Don't want to talk about it already. Now talk about my syg.

Last night my girlfriend and I have a very nice chat. correct syg? We already know each other very well. We are crazy for each other. wow. haha. Don't worry syg. I am very flexible person. :D

dear,
ILYSM
IMYSM
Stick together forever ok?
No one shall stop our relationship
muacks

2009-11-29T23:37:00.006+08:00

hi ppl

so sorry for the very late post. basically today i went gym with my dad and my brother. Today i trained my back and tricep. So tired. After that i need to go museum because i need to do my project which have to be submitted by tueday. Its so called a last minute project. I took lots of pictures. I will show you later. Today got chance to meet my girlfriend u know. hahas. I was like so excited to see her because i miss her so much. I met at around 8 plus. Well we supposed to meet at compass point but since my syg lazy to go there, then i meet her at the anchorvale cc. haha. She was with her cousin but i don't care lor. As usual, we went one corner, sit down, and do all those stuff. haha. She was so happy to see me. :D...but too bad she had too treat me like a friend because her cousin was there. haha. ok time to show you the pictures that i have taken in the musuem. The musuem is RED DOT MUSUEM. Thats the place where you can see all the innovations. 4 dollars for students. Not many people were there.

ok i don want upload beacuse too slow already.hahs.

syg,

ILYSM

IMYSM

Today i was not angry at all

don worry ok

relax.

maybe you think too much

haha

i am an understanding person

muacks

Today was the best

2009-11-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

hi ppl
Today was the best day of my life. haha. Well, today i woke up at 9am. I ate my breakfast at home while my mummy and daddy went out for breakfast. At 12pm, I went for an interview. Its not job interview but its a society whereby you are choosen as one of them. After my interview at school, I met my lovely Ardila. She was so sweet today. We took a bus to harbourfront and from there, we walked around vivo city. Before that i was hungry, but in the end i drank onlybecause there were many people queueing up. Today was the day where i gave her 2 great surprises. At 530pm, the fun began. I brought her to a very nice place that she had never gone before and so that was her first surprise. I ask her to close her eyes and follow me all the way there. Dear, I really hope that was a good place for you and me. She was so happy.Here comes the second surprise. What i do is i ask her to face the sea and closed her eyes. From there, I hugged her and ask her " Will you be my girlfriend?". At first she smiled, then she said YES!! I was like damm happy. SO MUCH HAPPIER THAN BEFORE. I and her was officially attached on 28th November 2009 at 627pm. I hugged her so tight till i cant breathe. haha. There is also another thing that i have passed. My kiss was ACCEPTABLE!! finally!!!.haha....We hugged and kissed as all the boats sailed to and fro. I really love Ardila alot. She desevered to be with me. At 845pm, we went home and I kissed her goodbye. Ok thats it for today. SO FUN

syg,
I hope you have enjoyed alot today
because i really enjoy myself today
I am daring now dear
haha
next time we do again ok?
ILYSM
IMYSM
MUACKS

HARI RAYA HAJI

2009-11-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I would like to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI to all fellow malays. Hope all of you enjoy yourself today as its a public hoilday. Well today is quite a boring day for me. Today got no visiting but instead i went out with my family. In the morning, i went to the mosque with my dad and my brother for prayers. So many people sia. lols. hmm..Then, we went home and eat breakfast cooked by my mum. After that i studied and sms my dear. Halfway through i slept because too sleepy. haha. Then at 315pm, I went out with my family. All of us went for haircut. Funny isn't it.hahas. I got a new hairstyle. haha. ok thats it of today.

syg,
ILYSM
IMYSM
Tmr will be a good day for both of us.
:D
I want to see you shine tmr ok.

2009-11-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

hi ppl
sorry for the late post. Today was very tiring and orso fun.haha. I had lesson from 10am to 11am. Then I discussed project with my friends because i need to hand in on Monday. After discussing, I went off around 145pm. My dear told me that she meeting her sister at 330pm. So i told her that before meeting her sister, she could meet me for awhile. She said ok. I was like so happy. DAMM HAPPY. LOLS. Long time never see her.haha. I miss her so much. I had my lunch with her. After lunch, it was time for her to meet her sister. On the way there, she cucuk me sia. Then i cucuk her back la. I told her last night that i will cucuk her. I shall take revenge on u dear. YOU SHALL SEE!! HAHA!.. After meeting her, I went to collect my NCC no.2 uniform beacuse i got dine in on 2nd december. Its gonna be fun. Then my dad fetch me home. Guess wat? My dad bought a big cake. hahs..tomorrow hari raya haji wat. celebrate lor. haha. Sorry i like to laugh alot. ok thats is of today

darling,
ILYSM
IMYSM
Your heart is in mine now
I can feel it every hour, minute n seconds
This saturday would be a good outing for us.
Hope you enjoy and orso BE MENTALLY PREPARED
hahs
:D
bb
gtg

Post for today

2009-11-25T23:20:00.000+08:00

hi ppl..sorry la.I too much to say. That is the reason having 2posts today.
ok after my lesson today, i went to the library to rest and chat with my syg while waiting for my CCA to start. I also played CS with my friends. At 545pm, I rushed out of the library because i was late. I reached the studio on time. Today was very tiring as compared to other days because they are starting to train us for upcoming competition. After my CCA ended, my whole body was so tense. I was damm tired. Anyway, just to share with you people.....I got 3 CCAs and one external CCA. Today was hip hop dance. I sms my dear after my CCA. She told me that got one person called her. It was unknown person. Then, I was like not happy because everytime she kena prank call. The call was actually wrong number. right now i am updating my blog n chatting with my dear.

syg, the fat girl has left me. I am so relieved and happy. Now is just you and me. :D. I am so happy. I am sure you are happy too. I have never ever seen a girl like you before because you are really my type of girl that i want.

dear,
I will always make you happy.
ILYSM
IMYSM
I won't lose u ok.
stick to me and your heart will be free from bad things
:D

Dance day

2009-11-25T08:16:00.000+08:00

Good morning ppl!!

Its 816am and i am having lesson now. I am so sleepy. Last night, i slept late because i talk on the phone with my dear, Ardila. So fun talking to her. Nevermind, later then talk about her again. Yesterday I had a presentation and it was a last minute one. My group members were really slacking. I was like damm angry and scolded them. I was reallie too stress. Imagine me doing powerpoint slides for all the 5 people. I should deserve a good deed.haix.But after that i got rock climbing.woots!!.Its so fun.Today i got lesson till 4pm.Then, I got dance.Hahs.I see if i am able to meet my syg.

Time to talk about my syg. Well, last night i talk to her for 2hours. We had lots of fun laughing here and there. I can see that she missed me and love me alot.hahs.hmm..got nth much already to talk about.

ok thats the end of my post for today.bye2 ppl.take care

syg,

ILYSM

IMYSM

I will keep the promise ok

I will make u happy always

yesterday and today

2009-11-24T11:22:00.000+08:00

hey ppl..its been a very long time i have not blog.haha.so sorry for the very late updates.
Well right now is semester 2 of poly and this semester was like killer for me as the modules were very hard and stressful. In poly, we called it as module instead of suject. Well, i just hope i can get good results especially in advanced maths. Its so got damm hard. Advanced maths is like NUS maths. The lecturer said, if i take advanced maths now, i do not have to take when i go NUS. Thats the advantage lor. ok enough of studies. Now lets talk about other stuffs.

Yesterday i met this girl named, Ardila. I have known her since the month of August and now i love her so much. She also love me.She changed alot since the day she met me because she loves me much. I stil couldn't belive that i got a girl who is really my type. I can't help missing her even tough i just meet her yesterday.haix.weird right?hahs.Yesterday was quite a good and fun day even tough it was my first time kissing her.lols.I was like so scared to kiss her so in the end she kissed me instead.haix so shameful.hahs.Don worry dear, next time i will be daring.

ok thats it.I gtg now.got lesson.lols.cya

dear,
ILYSM
IMYSM
I wana c u in front of my eyes

Back into action

2009-10-07T11:33:00.001+08:00

hi people, i am back to post..haha

2009-07-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.yesterday was the most tiring day because i got NRA.hahs..By the way, i have 3 CCAs: NRA Hip hop, aikido and also badminton. I know its alot of CCA but i want to have fun and experience and also i love my CCAs alot.hahs....My dream was to be a pro hip hop dancer, so i have achieve it. The only thing i have to do is to improve my way of dancing. Yesterday my instuctor told me that dancing is all about passion. If you love it, you can be a good dancer. hmm...my first performance will be in December. I will be performing for the sec4 graduation nite in my school. Well wish me luck then.hahs....

ok, lets talk about my other CCAs. My aikido is every monday. Aikido is all about self defense. I join because its for my own self defense. What i heard from people is that aikido is far more better than the rest of the martial arts. Aikido needs to use body weight and therefore you need to be good in your stamina.

ok, tts all for now. I will talk about my third CCA when i post a new one. gtg n tc yeah..

2009-07-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

hi everyone, its been a very long time i have not post anything. Well its time for me to start blogging.hahs...ok lets start with studies. this are my common test results for the last term.
Eng mec: 72%, EG2:90% and EL tech:91%...well looking at those results, i still feel that its not enough for me because my goal is to get in the director list.hahs...well at least i am happy that i did not fail.hahs...hmm..exams are just next month, so its time for me to 'chiong'.hahs...i will try my best in getting into the director list.ok thats all for studies. Now i shall talk bout my life.Well yesterday i had a bonding dinner with all my aikido members.It was really fun talking and eating with them.Sorry i did not take any pics.Anyway right now i am having class.hahs..so c ya..tc ppl

2008-03-04T22:38:00.000+08:00

nowadays i don even knoe y i am so bored.........i hav been slacking a lot during term 1....n i decided to chiong all the way in term 2.....i hav realise all my mistakes tt i hav made in term 1 n will not do it again on term 2....anw now is raining season...its so cold....fan is enough for me...haha..anw gd luck to everyone......tc