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hi people...lols
Its been months since i wrote the last post. Well there's been lots of things happening for the last few months. There's bad happenings and good happenings. Let me share the good happenings first. Well i have been studying quite well for the early part of the month and should still be in good progress. I am in year 2 now in poly so that means i have became senior in school as the year 1 students are coming in. So far, i have still practicing dancing for an upcoming competition. I became part of the Electrical Engineering Society as events manager and became camp commander for EES camp. At first i got stress, but in the end everything went smoothly during the camp. Thats of it for good stuff.
Let's talk about the bad one now. Definitely when talking about bad stuffs, its always either relationship problems or family problems. Well, we start with family problems. Well my brother have gone to National Service on 6 June. I didn't get to send him off because i was having school. haix.I promised him that i will send him off every sunday after the 2 weeks of staying in pulau tekong. He's still fine. He got his own life partner already i guess. Next thing, my parents.haix. Can't talk about it here. Only my 'girlfriend' knows about it. Now lets talk about relationship.hmmms.....At first, i thought this girl was gonna be my life partner. Her name is Nadia. I got to know her during the Freshmen Orientation Camp(FOC). She's kinda better than my girlfriend at that time. She likes me last time. During the past few months, i was being rough to my girlfriend. I treated her like my friend as if i didn't care for her. I left her after my common test. I hurt her alot at that time and at that time, she almost went into a guy just to forget me but she told me that she just can't forget me. After that, the girl i was chasing was then snatched away by another guy which was my best friend!!My feelings for my 'girlfriend' was still there and i went back to her in the end. I thought she will never forgive me but she did. She said no one can replaced me but i not sure about that because she told me about the guy that she went to. His name is rahman. I was damm jealous about it when she told me about it. Well its a love triangle now because i have not ask her for patch. It all depends on her to decide who to choose. I know i have made my mistakes and i have regretted for what i have done. I have sincerely regretted it. I changed alot after i regretted my mistakes. Right now, i dont know if rahman or me better for her. It all depends. All i have to do now is put my hands together, pray to god. I keep asking myself, am i the choosen one?hmms....what if she rejects me if i ask her back?haix..........
posted @ 11:15 PM
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About Me
My name is Farel Izuan.
I am 18 this year.
I am currently in Ngee Ann Poly.
Born on 25 August 1992.
She's gonna be my life partner and she is NUR ARDILA BTE JAMIAAD.
This is my destiny and this is how i am born to be.
