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hi ppl....todae was kinda boring day...well i met my girlfriend. We were supposed to meet at 2pm but she came late again. Everytime she is late and i am always standing there like a statue waiting for her. I waited for her for 20 minutes and its almost half an hour. Its like wth you know. Its like why can't she just be on time. I dont understand. Is it a fate for me? Is it testing my patience? Its possible. Nothing is impossible. Secondly, i dont know why i felt like abit of jealousy when i met her friend called ikhmal. I meant u know i seriously dont know why. I felt so jealous. VERY jealous. Its like i never felt that kind of feeling before. Maybe he is more cuter than me? Or maybe i am not tall enough for my girlfriend? I dont know. I am stress right now. Probably i am too short for my girlfriend. Why people just can't understand the meaning of born to be short. I am trying to grow taller, but i can't at all. Its hard for me as i am getting older. Now i really afraid that i will lose my girlfriend. Probably, i am too short for her. I just feel no mood at all. I told myself, although i am short, i am still strong in my heart. But my heart keeps on not accepting whatever i said. I just dont feel the same way as i am nowadays. I just dont know who am i right now. I feel so down. I just hope my girlfriend accepts me for who i am. I dont wana lose her at all. Out there got people beetter than me. I just feel so different after seeing that guy. haix.....................................................................................................................................................
tears gonna come out soon...............................................trying to stop it......................................
posted @ 6:10 PM
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About Me
My name is Farel Izuan.
I am 18 this year.
I am currently in Ngee Ann Poly.
Born on 25 August 1992.
She's gonna be my life partner and she is NUR ARDILA BTE JAMIAAD.
This is my destiny and this is how i am born to be.
